Hi Ppl!!!

         Well, i've decided to confront dat guy hu i was talkin about in my last entry. but ya man i'm scared. i'm afraid of what he would tell me. what if i'm talking and suddenly he leaves and make it look like he doesn't care. i don't even know wut to tell him yet. i was talkin about dis wid my friend. i was like tinking wut 2 say.....i'm like, can i write it in an index card so if i forget anyting i can ok at dat.....hahahaha. but ya 4 real idk wut 2 say. wen i go infront of him i mite stutter and 4get all da stuff im suppose to say. anoder problem is, idk wen 2 tell him. he's always wid his friends so it'll b hard 2 talk 2 him alone. man idk................i'm confused. well g2g.......i'm getting hungry.

HI!

     Well haven't written an entry 4 a long time. Umm today we presented for our Health class. I thought it was funny but I don't know if we actually did it rite. Oh ya freakin' Villegas put me, Fernan, and Ryan in da same group. After he did dat he kept looking at me laughing.At first I felt awkward but den ya it faded after one day.............hahah so fast. Well, I've been feeling bad lately. I've been feeling like crap....u c me laughing and stuff but dats my only way to hide wut i really feel inside Mainly bcoz of ______ ya him....plus 2 many projects. Man.........he still freakin' hates me. I haven't like talk 2 him 4 a long time coz ya he's been having problems and i don't want to add on to dat. No matter how i tell myself 2 4get about it..idk wuts happening man. I just hope dat we'd b ok b4 da skool year ends. Hahaha.......I'm so stupid, first period like idk if it was a wed. or someting but i started crying in class. i was trying not to but i couldn't help it bcoz u know how i tink dat he despise me and stuff. Right wen i started crying i went to my teacher and ask him if i could go 2 da bathroom...i was covering my eyes and stuff. so ya i went to da bathroom and i started crying even more. It was funny bcoz i was freakin' talkin 2 myself.........hahaha so stupid. i was like stop crying asshole....(in my mind ...i wasn't saying it out loud...i aint dat weird) Den i went outside Kaileen saw me and she's like, "u r crying aren't u" I wsa like don't tell. den i went inside da class.........Jason asked me if i was crying and stuff........ppl in our table started asking. I stopped crying for a minute but i heard someting agen nd i just gave up and started crying even more.....haha lol im such a cry baby...sori ppl i'm very emotional. i know that i surely don't want him 2 become some1 hu i'd b ignoring for the rest of my life. If he say he forgives me or someting dat would b enough even doe he won't talk 2 me nemore. Da important ting is dat he forgives me. Goodluck to me lol......it's kind of impossible 4 dis ting 2 happen bcoz we only have less dan 5 days of classes so ya i really hope we'd b ok.

       haha rite now i'm crying agen.......so stupid........

Hi Ppl!!!

           Well......ppl dis days r so messed up. Somebody's putting bad stuff about my friend Lady Grace in her site. So ya I decided to like help out and now, dat person is attacking me or something. That person keeps putting threatening things in the chatterbox.....the weird thing is that if he/she is rily tough den y doesn't he/she reveal himself/herself. i'm getting pissed off and yet i'm trying to be calm. We never did neting 2 dat person, dey started all dat crap talk. We just defended ourselves...well, der is such ting as karma.

              All I know now is dat, whoever dat person is, once i find out hu it is even though he/she is a friend of mine...well i can't even describe wut i'll do. if he/she is a friend den dats messed up...he/she just lost one once i find out. i don't tink i would ever forgive him/her. Anyway, I stopped writing in Lady Grace's chatterbox...not dat i'm scared but wutever i say will never change neting so ya it's just useless. And ya I admit dat when it comes to talkin "shit" i already know i'll lose. Plus....my life is going fine rite now and i don't want neting to ruin it. plus ya....i don't want to stoop down to his/her level. All I want to happen now is,I hope he/she gets wut he/she deserves.

Hi Ppl!!!

             It's been a long time since I've written an entry. Well, life has been ugly.............as usual! Well all I have to say is, I hate boys! A lot of things have been happening to us lately and it deals wid stupid guys. Now, it's like two or more of my friends are heartbroken bcoz of guys hu r freakin' man i can't even describe how such an ass they r. Like wut my friend said, we just need one guy to prove that  dey r not all such assholes. But I guessbdey all r. Well I have 2 end this entrybcoz I'm rily getting pissed off. They r all messed up! Well, I might b saying dis now and be like crazy over one later but ya dats wut I feel rite now. So if u r a guy and u r reading dis den ya u suck too. K shoot ppl!!! 

Hi Ppl!!!

         Umm.....I just made a little bet wid my friend. I told her that if she tells her crush about how she likes him and stuff then i'll do it 2 wid my crush. Hahaha.....now I'm thinking, "what da hell came over me...wut was i thinking?" Well I guess it's about time to kinda change a bit. If I do decide to do it then that'll be like da first! I mean....I've never even talked 2 my crush yet...well I do but not dat much coz I start feeling weird inside...and now I have to tell him I like him? Oh ya I forgot, I told my friend that we could just tell our friends to tell them...I got scared dats y. Umm...dis week has been boring. I hate all my periods except Health and P.E. Health bcoz...u already know...and P.E. bcoz I like playing softball. It's rily fun even doe I suck at it. The team I always get assigned 2 always win...so dats da fun part. K dats it shoot!!!